I'm Awake...

...its 02:25 a.m. here. I have nothing to do.

Thats not entirely accurate. I should write I have nothing I want to do or have the energy to to, or can do at this hour. I could clean my house, but yeah, that would be a bit noisy. I could watch Numb3rs, but yah, I have only eight or so episodes left and I was hoping to save them for tomorrow. I could play World of Warcraft, but right now I just don't have the drive. I could write on my stories which is what I want to do, but right now I just don't have the focus. I want to write on one of my games, but no one else is awake or seems to want to.

I am supposing you are getting the idea? So this blog is the outlet.

Oh, there is one thing. I saw a friend request on my Facebook page from the ex today, yah, that ex. I had a disturbing dream about him last night too. It seems even in my dreams I am still trying to impress him, and it still seems that even in my dreams that doesn't go the way I seem to hope. Last night in said dreams he left me collapsing to my knees in a hallway in tears. Yeah, I get that now. I just wish that at least I could escape him in my dreams.