...it is 12:53 in the morning. I am bored out of my mind. I tried to watch The Lazarus Project but just couldn't get into it really. Bleh. What's more, I am wide awake. I want to write. I want to talk to someone... but nope, no one is on, nothing to do. Bored.
Have I cleaned yet - nope. lol. Nope, nope, nope.
I could play World of Warcraft, but not really want to right now. not alot to do but run in circles there right now because I am waiting on my sister to register her account.
I have only two episodes of Numb3rs left, yup, and drawing them out long as I can. I simply do not want the show to end dang it! lol. Good, good show. Will probably watch it again.
So, probably I am going to play Mahjong on my phone for three hours and crash out. Even if I am not tired. Nothing else to do. I've been sitting and waiting on email now for two days. Two days. Ugh. Bleh... lol...
Nite nite everyone.
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Getting Ready to Sleep...
...I have three episodes of Numb3rs left. A good show, for sure, as it's left me wanting more. This is one I will miss for sure, much better on my list than Ghost Whisperer, which was over all good but lacking. Waiting to see the last three episodes of Numb3rs before picking favorites though. :)
So, I heard from one of my writing partners tonight, after my post from last night or the night before that's very cool I think. I miss her. I miss the writing.
It seems my writing time may be growing, maybe. Let's hope. Lol. This is me trying to be optimistic and hopeful. But I do enjoy it and hope others do too.
Been trying to wind down a bit. Not worry so much. Someone I love very much recently removed alot of stress in my life. I guess I need to keep sight of that, that its not always about me.
Oh, and I've still not cleaned the house. Maybe tomorrow. And I must call my grandma too. And now to bed. Take care everyone. Goodnight.
So, I heard from one of my writing partners tonight, after my post from last night or the night before that's very cool I think. I miss her. I miss the writing.
It seems my writing time may be growing, maybe. Let's hope. Lol. This is me trying to be optimistic and hopeful. But I do enjoy it and hope others do too.
Been trying to wind down a bit. Not worry so much. Someone I love very much recently removed alot of stress in my life. I guess I need to keep sight of that, that its not always about me.
Oh, and I've still not cleaned the house. Maybe tomorrow. And I must call my grandma too. And now to bed. Take care everyone. Goodnight.
I'm Awake...
...its 02:25 a.m. here. I have nothing to do.
Thats not entirely accurate. I should write I have nothing I want to do or have the energy to to, or can do at this hour. I could clean my house, but yeah, that would be a bit noisy. I could watch Numb3rs, but yah, I have only eight or so episodes left and I was hoping to save them for tomorrow. I could play World of Warcraft, but right now I just don't have the drive. I could write on my stories which is what I want to do, but right now I just don't have the focus. I want to write on one of my games, but no one else is awake or seems to want to.
I am supposing you are getting the idea? So this blog is the outlet.
Oh, there is one thing. I saw a friend request on my Facebook page from the ex today, yah, that ex. I had a disturbing dream about him last night too. It seems even in my dreams I am still trying to impress him, and it still seems that even in my dreams that doesn't go the way I seem to hope. Last night in said dreams he left me collapsing to my knees in a hallway in tears. Yeah, I get that now. I just wish that at least I could escape him in my dreams.
Thats not entirely accurate. I should write I have nothing I want to do or have the energy to to, or can do at this hour. I could clean my house, but yeah, that would be a bit noisy. I could watch Numb3rs, but yah, I have only eight or so episodes left and I was hoping to save them for tomorrow. I could play World of Warcraft, but right now I just don't have the drive. I could write on my stories which is what I want to do, but right now I just don't have the focus. I want to write on one of my games, but no one else is awake or seems to want to.
I am supposing you are getting the idea? So this blog is the outlet.
Oh, there is one thing. I saw a friend request on my Facebook page from the ex today, yah, that ex. I had a disturbing dream about him last night too. It seems even in my dreams I am still trying to impress him, and it still seems that even in my dreams that doesn't go the way I seem to hope. Last night in said dreams he left me collapsing to my knees in a hallway in tears. Yeah, I get that now. I just wish that at least I could escape him in my dreams.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
So... Writing....
I am a writer.
It is my passion.
I've already written a two page rambling entry before this one that I did not post on this topic. You will learn that it is something about which I can go on and on and on.
So this is my first entry on this topic I believe. And the content of it will likewise be a bit scrambled as I've yet to sort it all out really in my head.
A couple points though, a couple questions that are in my mind. The first being that of why anyone would continuously tear down their main characters through aggressive and competitive writing? And then to wonder and get upset when others characters are honored and well liked when thiers are not? Yours is the hand that penned it -- you get what your writing infers.
Secondly, something else I've learned, writing scenarios in RPGs where the leader is kidnapped often does not stir a writing groups interest. I know, I've experimented with it -- and have found more often than not -- the writing group goes dead over the period of time these events take place in.
It may be something the lead person plans as an astounding and dramatic heart felt adventure. It tests loyalty, faith and trust, lots of heroics and passion between the lines. The sad fact about it is though, now that I've been on both sides of that coin; as having my lead character kidnapped in a story and having to help recover someone's lead character that is kidnapped in a story, often the scenario doesn't hold up as one expects.
I don't know why this is for sure. A lack of dynamics, maybe? I doubt it, because often the scenarios are full of color. When this is cornered with good directions for plays to go in it should work. But I think what it comes down to is maybe people feel left out.
More about that later, just a few notes I have made to think about. I will follow up soon. Take care.
It is my passion.
I've already written a two page rambling entry before this one that I did not post on this topic. You will learn that it is something about which I can go on and on and on.
So this is my first entry on this topic I believe. And the content of it will likewise be a bit scrambled as I've yet to sort it all out really in my head.
A couple points though, a couple questions that are in my mind. The first being that of why anyone would continuously tear down their main characters through aggressive and competitive writing? And then to wonder and get upset when others characters are honored and well liked when thiers are not? Yours is the hand that penned it -- you get what your writing infers.
Secondly, something else I've learned, writing scenarios in RPGs where the leader is kidnapped often does not stir a writing groups interest. I know, I've experimented with it -- and have found more often than not -- the writing group goes dead over the period of time these events take place in.
It may be something the lead person plans as an astounding and dramatic heart felt adventure. It tests loyalty, faith and trust, lots of heroics and passion between the lines. The sad fact about it is though, now that I've been on both sides of that coin; as having my lead character kidnapped in a story and having to help recover someone's lead character that is kidnapped in a story, often the scenario doesn't hold up as one expects.
I don't know why this is for sure. A lack of dynamics, maybe? I doubt it, because often the scenarios are full of color. When this is cornered with good directions for plays to go in it should work. But I think what it comes down to is maybe people feel left out.
More about that later, just a few notes I have made to think about. I will follow up soon. Take care.
Take That:
“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
--Marilyn Monroe.
--Marilyn Monroe.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Another Good One:
"Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will."
--Mahatma Gandhi
--Mahatma Gandhi
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Another Good Quote:
"However beautiful the strategy, you should occasionally look at the results."
- Winston Churchill
- Winston Churchill
Friday, November 11, 2011
Numb3rs
Oddly...
...I am not good at Math. Yet I find myself watching a show that centers around it; the CBS Paramount series, Numb3rs.
I am about halfway through the series and quite honestly I find it fascinating, even the math aspect of it, which normally, when I get one look at an equation and start to run. It in fact, makes me want to be like Charlie in the series, lol! Which says alot -- since usually, you know, as I just stated, I'd rather run.
I won't even say 'for the most part' here. Because in my opinion there is no 'most part' about it. Its a very good show, crime scene, deep characters, enough real life problems, relationships, and romance outside thier respective offices that it includes an entire scope that somehow draws people in.
Favorite episodes so far? Not quite sure yet. Will keep you posted though.
...I am not good at Math. Yet I find myself watching a show that centers around it; the CBS Paramount series, Numb3rs.
I am about halfway through the series and quite honestly I find it fascinating, even the math aspect of it, which normally, when I get one look at an equation and start to run. It in fact, makes me want to be like Charlie in the series, lol! Which says alot -- since usually, you know, as I just stated, I'd rather run.
I won't even say 'for the most part' here. Because in my opinion there is no 'most part' about it. Its a very good show, crime scene, deep characters, enough real life problems, relationships, and romance outside thier respective offices that it includes an entire scope that somehow draws people in.
Favorite episodes so far? Not quite sure yet. Will keep you posted though.
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