And so it begins...

...again.

I've lost track of how many times I have created a blog just to share my thoughts. I have lost track of how many times I have written the starting post. I have lost track of how many times I have said the same things over again.

But maybe this time will be the time. We shall see. I have had another blog strong and thriving on the net now for about four years but it is not a blog I can include some things on. So, here this one is. I have also lost track of how many times I have said -- let's see if this blog sticks. But hey, lets see if it does, right? Let's begin.

Welcome to my blog. I have it here for my thoughts, to say what I need to say either at the spur of a moment or maybe a place to finally say and let go of things collecting for years. I have it here for a place to go when I get bored, like I am now. I have gone through the same websites each several times -- nothing changed. I've checked my email several times -- nothing changed. I am lonely. I am wanting to write on my story with someone, any story, but no one is there.

So I guess this is starting to sound depressing. There might be a lot of that on here -- its one reason I have attempted to make this blog over the last several years; to get it all out. So that, maybe if I can get it all out it won't be in my head, someone will finally hear it, and I can be happy again? And maybe it can help someone else somewhere whom might be feeling or going through the same thing. That would make it worth it. But even if not, maybe that one person, will at least finally be me. And no, I don't have many answers. But maybe I finally have a song.