Sometimes you have to wonder:

...over on my other blog (themed around Adoption) I had posted an entry about spamming my blog in the comment's section with stuff like "Nice Blog," followed by a link to get your cabinets refurbished for example. Or "I love your blog. Come buy my haircare products at -insert another spammed link here"

And so on. I pointed these out for the spam that they were and said I felt it was very rude. This was within a handful of days people, 4 days ago, maybe five tops. But anyway.

The entry below, "for Baxter" was also posted on that blog. And it was also the entry that followed the one about the spamming the comments section. Believe it or not someone did it again on my 'For Baxter' Entry. But this time they tried first to say they visited every page of my blog, and thought I was creative. Then proceeded to spam me with video conferencing links.

I mean really people. Do you have any idea who Baxter is/was to me? Or what that situation might be? But yet you just ignore my entry about this same spamming just two entries ago and do the exact same thing? Maybe I just posted about Baxter here to keep the date somewhere? And no, I don't plan on filling that part in. But then to follow a entry about spamming my blog by spamming my blog again -inserting more pretty words this time yes because you've obviously read my entry about not spamming my blog entry after just 'nice post' -- then you have a problem.

I realise that, this doesn't pertain to all of you, hardly any of you at all, nor to any of the readers -if there are any- that come to this blog. But I had to get it out in some form before -yes- I go and post this on that blog too.

For Baxter:

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January 8, 2011

One Year.

Everything changes. No one forgets. My heart goes out to you, your families and loved ones.

Rest in Peace those lost in the Tucson Shooting.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=3674595221543443747

Ok All...

...get this through your heads -- the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints [the Mormons] do not practice polygamy anymore. They have not done so since 1890! That is what 122 years ago? 122 YEARS! And yet, I see statements by people with PHDs saying that we still do. Yes, I am Mormon. Please, get your facts straight first about things like this.

www.lds.org is a good place to start. Thank you.

And don't even get me started on the temple garments. MANY religions have specific clothing they wear.

And as to the 'non Christian Religon' thing? Really? "The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints" is written right on our buildings.

No Writing Today Either...

...and I thought there might be. I have stuff out with people everywhere, but no. No fix to the problem mentioned in the posts below this either. Am not in such a bad mood tonight. I did hear from a couple of people I write with. Maybe tomorrow.

Still haven't finished those last two episodes of Numb3rs either. lol...

Forget it.

Forget it. Forget it all.

I am tired of everyone caring about only themselves. I am tired of them making promises they don't keep. I am tired of them pretending something is important to them only because they don't want to upset me. I am tired of feeling like I really am annoying them and they are pretending not to be.

I am TIRED TIRED TIRED of people being selfish and self important. I am tired of them making stuff up. I am tired of feeling like this all the time. If you guys don't want to do it, don't. Its that simple. Its alright. I will just go on. I will do it on my own.

Someone told me once I should do something more profitable with my time. Well, maybe, you should do something with yours.

Tired...

...maybe this should be the 'complain alot' blog.

I seem to do that alot.

I blog here when I need something to do, anything to do, other than stare at a blank computer screen and want someone to talk to. I am lonely. I have someone to talk to yes, but, see the blog post below this one.

I just want to talk. I just want to write stories. I just want to to something.

But I am going to bed. Maybe tomorrow it will be different. Maybe tomarrow I will have people to write with. Maybe tomorrow.

But I am going to sleep, I feel lonely and sad. I feel like things are just not going to work. And I don't know how to say it.

January..

..and my heart is sinking. Sinking and sinking. I am asking allot of questions why and being argumentative to the one that gave me everything. But I don't understand, isn't what I wish important too? Is it right for me to feel like an object when I keep begging for help with this? Pleading, begging, for it to stop. Now I am blogging it.

January.

I do not feel the same. I never will as long as this goes on like this.